God, i need you. I am lost in the darkness in my life. Lots of confusion taking over me. Making me something that i don’t want. I remember the days when my heart never had doubt in faith but now i feel the pain of faithlessness. I wish you to be in my heart. the pain and restless heart i feel everyday. Its heavy to bear it. I am in search of light within my self and strength to follow it. Its nothing but you i am searching. Please be my guide, teacher and my parents who can take me to the light.

Amen.